This is what I am and have come to terms with it. A general hatred of the human species is what I hate. I have come to personally hate people because they are full of shit. Who can you trust anymore, not even God above can help, thus I feel.
Its such a sad cause when you can’t depend on nobody. People you consider your friends turn their backs; christians abandon you because your faith in the lord is gone. People are cruel and I hate them. I will admit that there are some people who care, yet that is very few. People live on this planet and you have to deal with them even though people say you should pay them any attention, shit you have to.
I am a misanthrope and I can deal with that. Why depend on people who don’t care. What is caring anymore? No one knows cause everyone is selfish. America is a selfish country and has produced some selfish people who whole power in their hands. Ahh, what do you know people hating people.
Should I just honestly say fuck the world? Or should I just continue to be an misanthrope cause at least my genuine hatred is not false, in which media tries to show. The world is a pity place and God needs to destroy it soon.
There is no hope anymore just a sense of madness further more increasing my hate in this human race making me an misanthrope…
Yeah, here we go again. A time of thinking and recollecting all that has happened these past months. Dreams continue to make me think of better times, yet, I wonder if God evens listens to me, there has to be a different way to be happy. I don’t understand what pain is anymore, it has become a part of me that is living.
They say these feelings shouldn’t become you, however, what do you do when you’re stuck in your existence? A question that many people fail to interpret, however, they always feel that progression is right there. The world is flawed with all their thoughts and perceptions. Does it not bother you when you get up and realize that this life is not the real life expected for you.
They talk about me cause I talk about my views, but aren’t views based on what people show you? People are so quick to judge and never take the time to question. Law is flawed and injustice still prevails, yet, as we try to fight all our fighting is undone. There is nothing we can do to make the world a better place. However, many say we can try, but what is trying but a means of putting effort into something that will continue to be the same. History tends to repeat itself and no one take the time to open their eyes. Everyone is consumed in themselves.
Yeah, you can say I’m selfish, and, you can say I don’t care. Yet, why should I care when in reality people don’t. God is the only one that understands, but, even sometimes I can’t turn to him for answers. Endless thoughts run through my veins, its burns with my mind thinking the worst.
Isn’t the ultimate goal in life to be happy. What is happiness but a feeling that one makes up in the heart, but, what is in a heart, this beating instrument of blood which constantly flows throughout the body, a soul, which is a part of God. Damn the way we’re connected to oneself amuses me, and yet people are still stupid to the reality that is right in front of them.
I’m tired of waiting for an answer. I’m tired of seeing everyone travel, everyone laughing, doing this thing they call enjoying life. Yeah, I want to enjoy life, but when your already dead what can you do.
Who will open their eyes today? No one apparently since we’re all blinded to our own existence…