When I see you I get scared, I get scared of what our future could be, will it be beautiful or will it be failure.
Whatever the case I do know one thing I have feelings for you and I do adore all that you do, you are unlike the others; there is a uniqueness to you and it makes me want to find out all the secrets that are contained in you.
What are you hiding in your heart, your mind is so mysterious to me and I wanna know more, but yet I can understand why you are afraid to get too close, your past has told you otherwise to not fall for a guy like me, however your heart tells another story.
You want me, you want to feel me, you want to indulge in this emotion which we call love. Yet you continue to question, I continue to question, question this reality that we are experiencing, this emotional construction continues to dread us and make us crazy but can you help who you fall in love with?
Again I am scared, scared to hurt you, scared to not be the man of your dreams, the man that wants to provide, wants to be your one and only, your everything.
Do I even deserve to have you in my life, yoru sweet caress continues to beat rhythms in my ear drums as you speak a language that I am unfamiliar with that the language of someone who cares, someone who knows what its like to fall.
You and I continue to play this game, the game of chasing, this game of trying to figure out what this is; What is this? Right now we call it a friendship but that night when I tasted you, that night when I felt you and you felt me, that night our bodies roamed the sheets, our hands became entangled in a palm of sweat slowly taking over our bodies , we became more than friends, we became one.
Damn my mind, damn these thoughts of past and present memories. There are times I wish I didn’t think of these, and there are times when I cherish them cause they remind me of you and all you stand for. You a women and I a man, a man that wants to be yours but there is this conflict, a conflict that we both have, Falling…